{"id":49,"date":"2021-06-13T00:34:05","date_gmt":"2021-06-13T00:34:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jess.co\/?p=49"},"modified":"2021-06-13T00:44:44","modified_gmt":"2021-06-13T00:44:44","slug":"what-do-i-want","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jess.co\/?p=49","title":{"rendered":"What do I want?"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I want claim my own emotions and see everyone in the best possible light.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I want to set myself up for success and trust that I will not stay in a situation that hurts me.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I want to love _ for the time I am here, I know every stage of my life is beautiful.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I want to recognize the insecurity that comes from situations where I feel hurt. I do not want to sweep that opportunity under the rug and blame others for my feelings.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I want to stay sober and enjoy my hurt, its telling me something beautiful. Pain is a rough diamond, don\u2019t through her away.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I want to create a body I love by eating foods that make my body feel good. I do not want to just answer cravings like I have no feel will.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I want to take ownership of my goals and learn to appreciate constraint.&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I want claim my own emotions and see everyone in the best possible light.\u00a0 I want to set myself up for success and trust that I will not stay in a situation that hurts me.\u00a0 I want to love _ for the time I am here, I know every stage of my life is beautiful.&nbsp; I want to recognize the insecurity that comes from situations where I feel hurt. I do not want to sweep that opportunity under the rug and blame others for my feelings.\u00a0 I want to stay sober and enjoy my hurt, its telling me something beautiful.\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-49","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-thoughtwork"],"blocksy_meta":{"styles_descriptor":{"styles":{"desktop":"","tablet":"","mobile":""},"google_fonts":[]}},"featured_image_src":null,"featured_image_src_square":null,"author_info":{"display_name":"Jess","author_link":"https:\/\/jess.co\/?author=4"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jess.co\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jess.co\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jess.co\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jess.co\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jess.co\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=49"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/jess.co\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jess.co\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=49"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jess.co\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=49"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jess.co\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=49"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}